Honestly speaking I tink no one will want to read my blog... cos I dun wan to read it neither.... whenever there is a post means that I have some unhappy or troubled stuff... After the hurting Friday I really dunno what am i doing till now.... all my heart and mind is tangled up... can someone please help me untangle.... last fri i cried on my way home from NLB... damn pai say and tht is really the first time i felt so sad... the feelings is messy.... i slept whole day on tue as my mind is still so messy and dun wish to get up...
Ytd me jojo and val wan for a walk @ the esplanade region... I asked jojo u know wat am i troubled about? (cos i dunno how to open my mouth and tell her wat i was troubled about..it is really ridiculous...) and guess wat JOJO said my messy tots out just like tht!! Oh my god! i really dunno hw she know my feelings but damn it! that is what i've been thinking on.!
The issue really ridiculous... and on the way home jojo ask me a qns.... do you tink 6 yrs of feeling will because of someone 6 days and you become confuss???? I was damn shocked to hear that..... i can feel heat going up to my face.... and next moment jojo say...u r face is damn red...!!
For all these time i dun want to admit that i actually LIKE that guy... Oh my... I keep telling myself he is jus a very very very good friend of mine and that i have NO feeling more than fren to him... OMG and what now!! i really dunno how to facce people nw!
Can someone tell me what should i jus do? hide from the someone until we have holiday and we wont be meeting??! this is jus so so so... not me!!! my 6 yrs jus gone like that OMG!
Ytd me jojo and val wan for a walk @ the esplanade region... I asked jojo u know wat am i troubled about? (cos i dunno how to open my mouth and tell her wat i was troubled about..it is really ridiculous...) and guess wat JOJO said my messy tots out just like tht!! Oh my god! i really dunno hw she know my feelings but damn it! that is what i've been thinking on.!
The issue really ridiculous... and on the way home jojo ask me a qns.... do you tink 6 yrs of feeling will because of someone 6 days and you become confuss???? I was damn shocked to hear that..... i can feel heat going up to my face.... and next moment jojo say...u r face is damn red...!!
For all these time i dun want to admit that i actually LIKE that guy... Oh my... I keep telling myself he is jus a very very very good friend of mine and that i have NO feeling more than fren to him... OMG and what now!! i really dunno how to facce people nw!
Can someone tell me what should i jus do? hide from the someone until we have holiday and we wont be meeting??! this is jus so so so... not me!!! my 6 yrs jus gone like that OMG!
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