自己

情绪突然变底.....不应该。这是我的问题。我不应该这样的。我该死。

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眼神

你的眼神好像很舍不得我，看了有种怪怪的感觉，但有点开心，其实我也有点不舍。 开心里带有点伤心。

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放下

放下了一段该死的单恋。 又开始我单恋的坏习惯。现在，在还没那么喜欢时，赶快放下吧!因为，不会有好结果的。

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不开心。 我真的不开心。
希望酒精能让我开心点。

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空

虽然开学了，可是心里还是觉得很空。虽然可以看到他那又怎样？因为别人根本没有把你放在眼里，只有我这个笨笨在望着他，人家连说话都不想和你说勒。笨死了!

开学只让我有想把心交回给六年的想法。每天就反复的在想。有着这样的想法表示什么呢?我还喜欢六年的他吗？还是六年的他只是我的避风港？表示我对现在的他没感觉了?还是有别的意思？ 我自己也不知道勒。怎么办啦!我不喜欢这种不确定的感觉，真的很讨厌。

我讨厌为什么自己不能确实的把自己的心情整理好。我只知道如果你再不把我抓紧，我会跑掉的。真的会跑。

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结婚

今天参加了Cosmo n Cynthia 的婚礼感触好多哟! 看到新人幸福的样子我也好想赶快结婚。但现在连男朋友都没有更别提结婚了。

我的人身真的缺少了爱情这一块。是不是因为自己太过于执着所以无法接受人呢?还是，是大家口中的缘分未到？

如果是缘分未到，那我的缘分会何时降临啊?嗨!真冏! 如果缘分来时，他会被我吓死吗?因为我对爱情好像过度期待哟，所以对方的行为可能会让我失望。嗨!总而言之，还是自己的观念问题啦! 因为我看到人家结婚就想结，看到小孩很口爱就想要！真受不了自己呀！

但是还是很为两位新人高兴！祝他们永远幸福，快乐！早身贵子!

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Busy weekend!!

Haha jus came home from Jojo's Nephew BB matt's 3rd birthday party!! hahaha he is jus as cute as usual!! OMG after bathing I still can smell the BBQ smell on me!! HOW!!! Tml got Cosmo's weddng to attend leh... imagine i go thr with the smell.... OMG!!!

This morning woke up n slack a bit then go NTUC hg mall to buy stuffs for making my sushi whaha!! so excited!! dunno wat i do out can eat de ma... but i jus like the process of making!!! ^.^ but making my own bento is also for the sake of having better control of my diet n calories intake.... I WAN SLIM DOWN MORE!!! whahah although at tis point of time i'm slimmest in my life time but i tink i can do more to it!! JIA YOU!!! haha like tht jiu can wear nice nice de clothes le!! and will be able to find boy boy whahaha!! although ppl who look at apperance sucks!*opps!* anyway is jus one more lame excuse for me to go into slimming!

Today even go hg mall to HUNT for dress for tml's wedding... cos i really dun have a proper for the day program for wedding... my dresses are mostly black so abit not good to wear during the day part ba.. so no choice have to keep finding n finding.. so mani days of finding n try end up still dint find a good one... so rush back home... try to make japanese tamago roll but fail... sobzz... rush out aft bathing to meeting gigi n val to proceed to bb matt's Bday... so i set my mind to jus by a skirt from cotton on n wear it to the wedding... try on the purple one gigi say nt bad then i tot the dunno pink or wat colour to try n gigi say the colour suits me more... so jiu take liao... buy everything liao jiu proceed to BB matt's chalet in downtown east... stay thr till 9pm jiu chiong cab home so that can pack my bag... also packing bag for my mon's school whaha...

tml will be the wedding day... will be one bz but joyful day too!! whaha cant wait sia... n following tml will be reopen of sch on mon!!

Hahaha a mixed feeling for reopening of sch... but mainly the happy one filling me... cos i can see all my love love one shot!! whaha including someone.. *opps!* (hope no one knows who i talking about *blushed*) but the sad part is.... I'M GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY LIFE'S LAST SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!!! OMG!! so sad... but not to regret.. cos i tink this is the fullest holiday i ever had in my life...!! although still tinking of someone n dunno if he is tinking of me but others r nice whaha.. i'm jus a dwelling or TTM(think too much) type of ppl... just love to ttm whaha....

Nw my nose is machiam like water tap.. going to pop a flu tablet n slp le... if not will look super ugly tml... jya na!!

My dream..

前天晚上我做了个怪梦。有点可怕但也很难为情。

详细情况我有点忘记了，但事件发生在我小学的教室里，我的小学死党也都在，当然那6年的他也在(毕竟他还是我的小学同班同学嘛)。环境好像是大家在玩游戏(应该说大家在策划些'什么'吧)。

后来，我被放在教室外，好像在玩hide n seek所以要闭上眼睛倒数。在倒数的时候嘴角突然感觉热热的然后周围一阵喧闹!我睁开眼看到他就在我面前，脸好靠近。我的死党之一就大声的说他亲吻了我! 喔卖天！我的妈呀！那一刻我呆住了，不知道如何反应，只感觉到我的脸颊好热好热，被吻的嘴角也好热。

之后不知发生了什么事我们大伙就一起走出了学校。他就在我身旁，牵着我的手一起走。

梦里的景色换了，我在和vava n jojo在外用餐。梦里的我很迷惘，但那时已经和6年的他在交往了。我要告诉vava n jojo但不知道要怎么说，我的梦就在说于不说醒来了。

醒来时还感觉嘴角是热的，也感觉好害羞。清醒后就把梦里的事告诉了 vava n jojo结果我们那可爱的vava居然问了一些怪问题-.-

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Mood swing

These few days i'm having a really bad mood swing.... i dunno why...but i tink is of accumulative amount of reasons...

Sorry to my angels as i dint mean to show my temper n my bad mood... had tried to wear my happy mask but ytd the mask spoiled i tink so its nt working... im still vvv moody nw.... hw to cure it???!!!!

anw tht day was tinking wat i need for myself... or my current goal here r the list =D
1. I need a new Minnie mouse soft toy which is nice to hug, cute n non pink....

2. I need a handphone pouch that is big enough for me to put ohone n ez card n also my phone's ear piece cos my phone's speaker spoiled liao....

3. I want to try all my best to gt a bf!!! I tinking if ppl going after me i might nt tink n accept now!! Whahaha i've missed alot in the past. Dun wish to miss again...

Jus woke up frm my nap n i dream of sth again -.-!!!

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