其实我真的只是在emo.... jus that i really dun feel like saying out wat am i emo-ing...
After today's drink n chat session i seriously believe that u r jus playing with me. And that you really mean nothing. seriously, i'm jus a stupid woman thinking that u have interest in me whrby the true fact that u r not.... yes we r jus normal frens maybe. Maybe i shld nt even ask the love u mean is it the same kind of love that i have for val n jo? Becos the ans is NOT the YES tht u say. It shld be we r jus normal frenz nt even frens tht is in good relationship like me, val n jojo, n nt even similar to the friendship btw me, gigi n heng.
I hate myself. Really hate myself so much... i dint blame u. Maybe u r jus u all along jus tht i'm noob n dunno hw to control my feelings n fall for someone soooooo fast. N can even have no feelings for E within a period so short! I'm jus idiot. Idiot to max! Kept tinking im wonderful n tht ppl will like me! Whahahahahahaha idiot me. No brain me.
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