夏実の物語: August 2011
其实幸福很简单。

Thursday, August 25, 2011

醉与否

我承认我是有点醉,但我真的还很清醒好吗.... 我知道我在做什么,也知道我在说什么但val n jojo 就是不相信我还清醒-.-一直觉得我醉了。

其实我真的只是在emo.... jus that i really dun feel like saying out wat am i emo-ing...

After today's drink n chat session i seriously believe that u r jus playing with me. And that you really mean nothing. seriously, i'm jus a stupid woman thinking that u have interest in me whrby the true fact that u r not.... yes we r jus normal frens maybe. Maybe i shld nt even ask the love u mean is it the same kind of love that i have for val n jo? Becos the ans is NOT the YES tht u say. It shld be we r jus normal frenz nt even frens tht is in good relationship like me, val n jojo, n nt even similar to the friendship btw me, gigi n heng.

I hate myself. Really hate myself so much... i dint blame u. Maybe u r jus u all along jus tht i'm noob n dunno hw to control my feelings n fall for someone soooooo fast. N can even have no feelings for E within a period so short! I'm jus idiot. Idiot to max! Kept tinking im wonderful n tht ppl will like me! Whahahahahahaha idiot me. No brain me.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

你不爱我吧?

如果你喜欢我就不会在我身边,让我注意你后,喜欢上你后再把我丢在一边不理我吧!你是在把我当做游戏在玩吗?还是把我当小丑在耍?

如果你喜欢我的话,这几个星期不会都不和我说话吧! 也不理我... 只有我这个笨蛋在想东想西的。

我真的很笨,笨到不可理喻!每天愁眉苦脸我自己看了都烦了。会哭也不知道为什么。变得好不像自己。

现在也在做笨蛋的事,就是写部落格。写得好像你会看到。心里明明希望你看,一方面又不希望你看。希望你看是想让你知道我的心情,不希望你看是害怕你会觉得我很糟糕!

很懊恼耶!你那句我们还是朋友,你爱我让我觉得我更像笨蛋,好像有人一巴掌打在我脸上,我没有哭因为心太痛了。

我应该是世上最笨最傻的女人。太可望爱情所以变得笨蛋了。
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Sunday, August 21, 2011

Holiday

This holiday is so far the longest in my Uni life.... although the longest, it is also the last SCHOOL holiday that I will be having in my life.
I can't believe that 3 years course is over in such a short time.
I will definately miss this holiday as I really feel so happy spending time will my cuddly buddies!! hahah they are jus so cute and we had endless laughter when ever we are together.

Mmm.. although I'm very happy but you some how walked passed my mind...
I'm missing you and thinking of you... are you doing the same thing? Are you missing me and thinking of me? Have me ever walked pass you mind during the holiday?
For me to find out n for u to know =D

Yesterday and today I'm bz-ing working at home... quite a tough job but I still love working with MS excel =D Natas Fair coming... will get bz during the weekend...
However I will still enjoy Tomorrow!! whaha as I will see my 2 babies again!! haha spend my few days will my 4 babies n they call me NANNY!!! OMG!! Although sad as I'm not tht old but it is really nice to see them whahah....cant wait for our urban tour...

Cya Tml hopefully whahah! Good nite!!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

复杂的心情

从昨晚开始就感觉心情好低落哟。嗨! 我那小小脑袋到底在想什么嘞?

你问我,我也不知道要怎么回你.....
我也想知道自己在想什么。
Jo: 你在想E?
我: 不是。
Jo: 在想他?
我: 不是。
Jo: 在想自己的未来?
我: 也不是。

所以嘞......我真的很想知道我在想什么!
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Monday, August 8, 2011

出外的晚上 =D

现在正乘坐着巴士前往约会的目的地。穿着自己喜欢的连身裙和内搭苦。

从昨晚就在想,今天会是怎样的小学聚会呢? 一个月前我很生气也很难过不知道我今晚回家后会怎样呢?

他会和之前一样当我是好朋友吗? 当什么事都没发生? 如果这样就好 =D 因为我现在的心里放不下人了。希望一切都ok!!
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Thursday, August 4, 2011

充实的一天!

Was sooo soo happy today!! Have a wonderful time with vava and jojo!!! Haha we really got never ending topics to tok on jus feel so wonderful look at them 2 little gals....

We went to NLB to look for our major project information but haha we end up toking non-stop but we got lots of books whahaha!!!!

They bought watches so entire day was discussing on each other watches... -.- and val say she wan buy jojo watch whr she already got one like starwars de watch!! Haha!!

After NLB the boring place we went ECP to cycle!!! So shiok hahaha jojo ride damn slow de and keep complaining her bike got prob whahaha so cute cos is she dunno hw to adjust the gears la... haha everytime so kuku de whaha!! But dint take pic on phone... after tht we went to eat SATAY!!! OMG CRAVE SO LONG!!!

And the siao 3 gals went changi airport to chill and have 2nd round whahaha!!! Go ah kun eat bread, drink and eat eggy... got one photo spoiled by jojo handss... see she keep on hungry and so eager to start eating her eggys and block my cammy... tht hungry mojojojo!!! Whaha
End of day with unlimited topics with vava on bus =D
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Fireworks!!!

Pictures from my Garmin!!! Haha more to be uploaded!!!! Thanks to jojo family for inviting me to take flyer and watch fireworks with them!! <3 爱你们!
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run run run after drinking!!!

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HahA!!! running at candice's hse void deck!!! After drinking at my hse but abit unclear sia....

纯纯的爱 =D

哈哈! 不管是日,台或韩版恶作剧之吻都好好看哟!

琴子那纯纯的单恋能得到回应真是棒耶!!
真希望我也会有这样的对象哟!! 哈哈! 来庆祝我走出在次的单恋吧! 全身真轻松!!
Happy!!!!
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Monday, August 1, 2011

今天起个大早...因为要去拿回我的迷你电脑... 结果嘞...扑了哥空。 真是的。还好修电脑的人说如果好了的话明天会送去我家。

我们家电脑真坏,人家明明把它修好了才打电话给我叫我去取,结果今天在那里打开时出现了error message。害我白跑也害别人明天要送来真是坏蛋。

这几天,我的心情平静许多... 真庆幸。
现在正要去学校的路上,用着我刚刚download的apps上载部落格 =D 科技真刁!!
等会儿就要去k歌了!!! 等好久了!!!终于 要去咯!!! 真开心 =)
就写到这儿乐!!
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