夏実の物語

2012

2012-01-07T17:44:00.001+08:00

A new year, a new start, a new me.

Finish leading the 2 tours in December... this years' cny is ultra near to the December period thus now I've been scheduled for my next tour. A tour that requires experience, a tour that is not easy to lead, a tour that is the beinging of handling Europe and USA tour. I'm leading Australia, Sydney tour.

People who ain't in the travel agency field might tink... what's so difficult? isn't tour leader jus tag along with the group and not doing much things? You r wrong. although we have tour guide to do the commentary for some places but tour leaders are required to do documentation before, during and after each tours. For Australia, Europe and USA tours we ARE also the tour guide.

This time boss had really gave me a very extraordinary rare opportunity to lead Sydney tour... despite that I only lead 3 tours in my life...people who leads Australia normally have tons of experience in tour leading and have worked in the field for at least 2-3yrs... but me... only 3tour leading experience and in and out less than a year experience in the field...

I know this is an extremely chanllenging task and unexpected chance for me to lead Sydney tour, i will do my best. If i go thru this, i still have a lot to conquered! Me Jasmine Chang can sure do it!

Thinking back... i tink i am leaving further and further from my childhood dream... going away from my dreamed life partner... my music life is now officially come to an end. I never tot of leaving the music circle even when i sign up for the tourism course that I've been thru... but now then i realize. upon signing onto the acceptance of the course, my days in playing music are counting down. upon entering to travel agency, the days past even as quickly. I believe, now that there are more places and countries that is being exposed to me, it is impossible for me to go back and pursue music. Yes indeed, it's a waste... after playing cello for more than 10 years.. but i believe more things are out there for me to go after. If I am fated to play cello i believe i will still go back... it's jus the matter of time. carrying my hubby to go around the world is impossible now... but at least me, myself can go around the world. hubby will always be in my heart. no matter whr i am, he will always be waiting me to go back home.

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空空

2011-10-28T23:16:00.001+08:00

最近我过得好充实。吃喝玩乐样样齐全,虽然爱情上空白了,但也很好啊。不用因为莫个人的言行举止让自己的心情有所变动。

哈哈!! 我只能说我真的学到了什么叫拿得起,放得下。

开心!!! 当然我还是很渴望爱情的到来啦!! ＾.＾

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我

2011-10-03T23:54:00.004+08:00

刚刚看到Joyce的一个脸书post, 看到自己的星座忘记一个人的时间需要多久，结果—……哈哈只是很短很短的一分钟。其实，我这个人很矛盾的……说要忘记一个人也不一定是很容易的一件事，除非那个人让我非常伤心、绝望或失望，否则，我很难忘得掉一个人。但是，如果下定决心要忘得话，真的是一点都不会犹豫。

那次的事情我一直觉得我很狠心……有好有坏吧，因为事情已经脱了那么多年，我一直期望的也没有进展。你说我狠心也好无情也好，可能我们真的不适合，所以不要开始也是比较好的吧。你的事情毕竟脱了好些年当然偶尔也会想起你……但我不会再有任何期盼……因为每次的期待都会失望。累了……以后对谁都不会有期待，因为不想自己再受伤。

这几天，想了很多。毕业后因该会去找一份可以让我不在新加坡做工的工作。是时候离开这安定的生活了。离开这个没有桃花盛开的地带，寻找桃花=D

好想你哟~！但又如何勒……

自己

2011-09-30T12:45:00.001+08:00

情绪突然变底.....不应该。这是我的问题。我不应该这样的。我该死。

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眼神

2011-09-27T01:39:00.001+08:00

你的眼神好像很舍不得我，看了有种怪怪的感觉，但有点开心，其实我也有点不舍。开心里带有点伤心。

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放下

2011-09-20T18:05:00.001+08:00

放下了一段该死的单恋。又开始我单恋的坏习惯。现在，在还没那么喜欢时，赶快放下吧!因为，不会有好结果的。

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2011-09-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

不开心。我真的不开心。
希望酒精能让我开心点。

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空

2011-09-19T12:00:00.001+08:00

虽然开学了，可是心里还是觉得很空。虽然可以看到他那又怎样？因为别人根本没有把你放在眼里，只有我这个笨笨在望着他，人家连说话都不想和你说勒。笨死了!

开学只让我有想把心交回给六年的想法。每天就反复的在想。有着这样的想法表示什么呢?我还喜欢六年的他吗？还是六年的他只是我的避风港？表示我对现在的他没感觉了?还是有别的意思？我自己也不知道勒。怎么办啦!我不喜欢这种不确定的感觉，真的很讨厌。

我讨厌为什么自己不能确实的把自己的心情整理好。我只知道如果你再不把我抓紧，我会跑掉的。真的会跑。

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结婚

2011-09-12T00:37:00.001+08:00

今天参加了Cosmo n Cynthia 的婚礼感触好多哟! 看到新人幸福的样子我也好想赶快结婚。但现在连男朋友都没有更别提结婚了。

我的人身真的缺少了爱情这一块。是不是因为自己太过于执着所以无法接受人呢?还是，是大家口中的缘分未到？

如果是缘分未到，那我的缘分会何时降临啊?嗨!真冏! 如果缘分来时，他会被我吓死吗?因为我对爱情好像过度期待哟，所以对方的行为可能会让我失望。嗨!总而言之，还是自己的观念问题啦! 因为我看到人家结婚就想结，看到小孩很口爱就想要！真受不了自己呀！

但是还是很为两位新人高兴！祝他们永远幸福，快乐！早身贵子!

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Busy weekend!!

2011-09-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

Haha jus came home from Jojo's Nephew BB matt's 3rd birthday party!! hahaha he is jus as cute as usual!! OMG after bathing I still can smell the BBQ smell on me!! HOW!!! Tml got Cosmo's weddng to attend leh... imagine i go thr with the smell.... OMG!!!

This morning woke up n slack a bit then go NTUC hg mall to buy stuffs for making my sushi whaha!! so excited!! dunno wat i do out can eat de ma... but i jus like the process of making!!! ^.^ but making my own bento is also for the sake of having better control of my diet n calories intake.... I WAN SLIM DOWN MORE!!! whahah although at tis point of time i'm slimmest in my life time but i tink i can do more to it!! JIA YOU!!! haha like tht jiu can wear nice nice de clothes le!! and will be able to find boy boy whahaha!! although ppl who look at apperance sucks!*opps!* anyway is jus one more lame excuse for me to go into slimming!

Today even go hg mall to HUNT for dress for tml's wedding... cos i really dun have a proper for the day program for wedding... my dresses are mostly black so abit not good to wear during the day part ba.. so no choice have to keep finding n finding.. so mani days of finding n try end up still dint find a good one... so rush back home... try to make japanese tamago roll but fail... sobzz... rush out aft bathing to meeting gigi n val to proceed to bb matt's Bday... so i set my mind to jus by a skirt from cotton on n wear it to the wedding... try on the purple one gigi say nt bad then i tot the dunno pink or wat colour to try n gigi say the colour suits me more... so jiu take liao... buy everything liao jiu proceed to BB matt's chalet in downtown east... stay thr till 9pm jiu chiong cab home so that can pack my bag... also packing bag for my mon's school whaha...

tml will be the wedding day... will be one bz but joyful day too!! whaha cant wait sia... n following tml will be reopen of sch on mon!!

Hahaha a mixed feeling for reopening of sch... but mainly the happy one filling me... cos i can see all my love love one shot!! whaha including someone.. *opps!* (hope no one knows who i talking about *blushed*) but the sad part is.... I'M GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY LIFE'S LAST SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!!! OMG!! so sad... but not to regret.. cos i tink this is the fullest holiday i ever had in my life...!! although still tinking of someone n dunno if he is tinking of me but others r nice whaha.. i'm jus a dwelling or TTM(think too much) type of ppl... just love to ttm whaha....

Nw my nose is machiam like water tap.. going to pop a flu tablet n slp le... if not will look super ugly tml... jya na!!

My dream..

2011-09-09T13:33:00.001+08:00

前天晚上我做了个怪梦。有点可怕但也很难为情。

详细情况我有点忘记了，但事件发生在我小学的教室里，我的小学死党也都在，当然那6年的他也在(毕竟他还是我的小学同班同学嘛)。环境好像是大家在玩游戏(应该说大家在策划些'什么'吧)。

后来，我被放在教室外，好像在玩hide n seek所以要闭上眼睛倒数。在倒数的时候嘴角突然感觉热热的然后周围一阵喧闹!我睁开眼看到他就在我面前，脸好靠近。我的死党之一就大声的说他亲吻了我! 喔卖天！我的妈呀！那一刻我呆住了，不知道如何反应，只感觉到我的脸颊好热好热，被吻的嘴角也好热。

之后不知发生了什么事我们大伙就一起走出了学校。他就在我身旁，牵着我的手一起走。

梦里的景色换了，我在和vava n jojo在外用餐。梦里的我很迷惘，但那时已经和6年的他在交往了。我要告诉vava n jojo但不知道要怎么说，我的梦就在说于不说醒来了。

醒来时还感觉嘴角是热的，也感觉好害羞。清醒后就把梦里的事告诉了 vava n jojo结果我们那可爱的vava居然问了一些怪问题-.-

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Mood swing

2011-09-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

These few days i'm having a really bad mood swing.... i dunno why...but i tink is of accumulative amount of reasons...

Sorry to my angels as i dint mean to show my temper n my bad mood... had tried to wear my happy mask but ytd the mask spoiled i tink so its nt working... im still vvv moody nw.... hw to cure it???!!!!

anw tht day was tinking wat i need for myself... or my current goal here r the list =D
1. I need a new Minnie mouse soft toy which is nice to hug, cute n non pink....

2. I need a handphone pouch that is big enough for me to put ohone n ez card n also my phone's ear piece cos my phone's speaker spoiled liao....

3. I want to try all my best to gt a bf!!! I tinking if ppl going after me i might nt tink n accept now!! Whahaha i've missed alot in the past. Dun wish to miss again...

Jus woke up frm my nap n i dream of sth again -.-!!!

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醉与否

2011-08-25T23:47:00.001+08:00

我承认我是有点醉，但我真的还很清醒好吗.... 我知道我在做什么，也知道我在说什么但val n jojo 就是不相信我还清醒-.-一直觉得我醉了。

其实我真的只是在emo.... jus that i really dun feel like saying out wat am i emo-ing...

After today's drink n chat session i seriously believe that u r jus playing with me. And that you really mean nothing. seriously, i'm jus a stupid woman thinking that u have interest in me whrby the true fact that u r not.... yes we r jus normal frens maybe. Maybe i shld nt even ask the love u mean is it the same kind of love that i have for val n jo? Becos the ans is NOT the YES tht u say. It shld be we r jus normal frenz nt even frens tht is in good relationship like me, val n jojo, n nt even similar to the friendship btw me, gigi n heng.

I hate myself. Really hate myself so much... i dint blame u. Maybe u r jus u all along jus tht i'm noob n dunno hw to control my feelings n fall for someone soooooo fast. N can even have no feelings for E within a period so short! I'm jus idiot. Idiot to max! Kept tinking im wonderful n tht ppl will like me! Whahahahahahaha idiot me. No brain me.

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你不爱我吧?

2011-08-24T00:54:00.001+08:00

如果你喜欢我就不会在我身边，让我注意你后，喜欢上你后再把我丢在一边不理我吧！你是在把我当做游戏在玩吗?还是把我当小丑在耍？

如果你喜欢我的话，这几个星期不会都不和我说话吧! 也不理我... 只有我这个笨蛋在想东想西的。

我真的很笨，笨到不可理喻!每天愁眉苦脸我自己看了都烦了。会哭也不知道为什么。变得好不像自己。

现在也在做笨蛋的事，就是写部落格。写得好像你会看到。心里明明希望你看，一方面又不希望你看。希望你看是想让你知道我的心情，不希望你看是害怕你会觉得我很糟糕!

很懊恼耶!你那句我们还是朋友，你爱我让我觉得我更像笨蛋，好像有人一巴掌打在我脸上，我没有哭因为心太痛了。

我应该是世上最笨最傻的女人。太可望爱情所以变得笨蛋了。

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Holiday

2011-08-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

This holiday is so far the longest in my Uni life.... although the longest, it is also the last SCHOOL holiday that I will be having in my life.
I can't believe that 3 years course is over in such a short time.
I will definately miss this holiday as I really feel so happy spending time will my cuddly buddies!! hahah they are jus so cute and we had endless laughter when ever we are together.

Mmm.. although I'm very happy but you some how walked passed my mind...
I'm missing you and thinking of you... are you doing the same thing? Are you missing me and thinking of me? Have me ever walked pass you mind during the holiday?
For me to find out n for u to know =D

Yesterday and today I'm bz-ing working at home... quite a tough job but I still love working with MS excel =D Natas Fair coming... will get bz during the weekend...
However I will still enjoy Tomorrow!! whaha as I will see my 2 babies again!! haha spend my few days will my 4 babies n they call me NANNY!!! OMG!! Although sad as I'm not tht old but it is really nice to see them whahah....cant wait for our urban tour...

Cya Tml hopefully whahah! Good nite!!

复杂的心情

2011-08-10T12:00:00.001+08:00

从昨晚开始就感觉心情好低落哟。嗨! 我那小小脑袋到底在想什么嘞?

你问我，我也不知道要怎么回你.....
我也想知道自己在想什么。
Jo: 你在想E?
我: 不是。
Jo: 在想他？
我: 不是。
Jo: 在想自己的未来？
我: 也不是。

所以嘞......我真的很想知道我在想什么！

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出外的晚上 =D

2011-08-08T17:54:00.001+08:00

现在正乘坐着巴士前往约会的目的地。穿着自己喜欢的连身裙和内搭苦。

从昨晚就在想，今天会是怎样的小学聚会呢? 一个月前我很生气也很难过不知道我今晚回家后会怎样呢?

他会和之前一样当我是好朋友吗? 当什么事都没发生？如果这样就好 =D 因为我现在的心里放不下人了。希望一切都ok!!

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充实的一天!

2011-08-04T00:07:00.001+08:00

Was sooo soo happy today!! Have a wonderful time with vava and jojo!!! Haha we really got never ending topics to tok on jus feel so wonderful look at them 2 little gals....

We went to NLB to look for our major project information but haha we end up toking non-stop but we got lots of books whahaha!!!!

They bought watches so entire day was discussing on each other watches... -.- and val say she wan buy jojo watch whr she already got one like starwars de watch!! Haha!!

After NLB the boring place we went ECP to cycle!!! So shiok hahaha jojo ride damn slow de and keep complaining her bike got prob whahaha so cute cos is she dunno hw to adjust the gears la... haha everytime so kuku de whaha!! But dint take pic on phone... after tht we went to eat SATAY!!! OMG CRAVE SO LONG!!!

And the siao 3 gals went changi airport to chill and have 2nd round whahaha!!! Go ah kun eat bread, drink and eat eggy... got one photo spoiled by jojo handss... see she keep on hungry and so eager to start eating her eggys and block my cammy... tht hungry mojojojo!!! Whaha
End of day with unlimited topics with vava on bus =D

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Fireworks!!!

2011-08-02T16:38:00.001+08:00

Pictures from my Garmin!!! Haha more to be uploaded!!!! Thanks to jojo family for inviting me to take flyer and watch fireworks with them!! <3 爱你们!

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run run run after drinking!!!

2011-08-02T16:28:00.002+08:00

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HahA!!! running at candice's hse void deck!!! After drinking at my hse but abit unclear sia....

纯纯的爱 =D

2011-08-02T01:26:00.001+08:00

哈哈! 不管是日，台或韩版恶作剧之吻都好好看哟!

琴子那纯纯的单恋能得到回应真是棒耶!!
真希望我也会有这样的对象哟!! 哈哈！来庆祝我走出在次的单恋吧! 全身真轻松!!
Happy!!!!

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2011-08-01T13:45:00.001+08:00

今天起个大早...因为要去拿回我的迷你电脑... 结果嘞...扑了哥空。真是的。还好修电脑的人说如果好了的话明天会送去我家。

我们家电脑真坏，人家明明把它修好了才打电话给我叫我去取，结果今天在那里打开时出现了error message。害我白跑也害别人明天要送来真是坏蛋。

这几天，我的心情平静许多... 真庆幸。
现在正要去学校的路上，用着我刚刚download的apps上载部落格 =D 科技真刁!!
等会儿就要去k歌了!!! 等好久了!!!终于要去咯!!! 真开心 =)
就写到这儿乐!!

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Maybe....

2011-07-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

Can't thing just be simple?...

Maybe I really should do wat I mentioned to Jo....

Maybe that will be a better way...

Maybe I'm really selfish....

Maybe i tink i'm too wonderful whr ppl will fall for me...

Maybe the person did not....

Maybe he got someone in mind rather than me...

Maybe I'm just a smokescreen...

Fine... although this is short but still have to let go...

Letting go now is better for me to let go after another 6 years

Yesh... jus let go... it will be pain... but will only be a short while...

Just hope I can do it... just let holiday be here faster...

Holiday I will be tooo busy of think of anything.

2011-07-19T01:16:00.003+08:00

Just feel like crying.

12th July

2011-07-12T10:05:00.005+08:00

我很生气也很难过
为什么我总会陷进单恋的沼泽中，无法脱身呢？
我一只尝试要和他说话但换来的是等待无回因的不明简讯。
我就这么不值得你回应吗？

我到底在你的心里有着一席之地吗?
为什么我老是这么不堪，
为什么老是在望着一个可能永远不会到自己身边的人。
6年的教训还不够吗?
为什么又要重倒复彻呢?

我的心情几时才会有回应呢?
不晓得你是不是误会，但那天的哭泣不纯粹是因为那6年，
是我心情真的很乱，可能是因为想你。
但我没跟你说，因为当时我也不知道我对你的心情。
我好傻，一只想你会有用吗?

11th July

2011-07-12T01:06:00.002+08:00

I really cant slp.... have beening thinking of some issue recently...am i really that flowet heart whr by i can fall fpr someone right after next?

Mani people ask me to give up on him all these years and now i really gave him up... i dun want to know if he have had any feeling for me before.... i really dun wish to knw as the ans is not impt anymore...this time is a really goodbye and lets be just frens. Frens will be forever. I will not hope for anything anymore... even if he come to me nw and say 'let us be together' i will tink twice... val says sth tht i really agree on... he is those person whr by they wan or dun wan they also wont say out de... true...i know him too well.. he wont say... so wats the time point of waiting..... jus say bye!!

Nw new problems arise... very nice i tink i'm walking back on my old path.... jus so stupid... i'm jus sooo stupid.

A super duper sianzz day....

2011-07-10T18:08:00.004+08:00

Hai.... today really got no mood in doing work... how??!!!! Although ah Heng and Giselle is at my house studying but... hai i really still no mood.....

Have been checking if i received any msg... but this sux... no reply!!! jus simple qns and he jus dun wan to reply!! Fine! What for waiting for a nv coming reply... so stupid of me... I tink i jus like to do things that is stupid....hai~!

When will the someone who need me and cherish me appear???

the 2011 me...

2011-07-07T10:59:00.008+08:00

Honestly speaking I tink no one will want to read my blog... cos I dun wan to read it neither.... whenever there is a post means that I have some unhappy or troubled stuff... After the hurting Friday I really dunno what am i doing till now.... all my heart and mind is tangled up... can someone please help me untangle.... last fri i cried on my way home from NLB... damn pai say and tht is really the first time i felt so sad... the feelings is messy.... i slept whole day on tue as my mind is still so messy and dun wish to get up...

Ytd me jojo and val wan for a walk @ the esplanade region... I asked jojo u know wat am i troubled about? (cos i dunno how to open my mouth and tell her wat i was troubled about..it is really ridiculous...) and guess wat JOJO said my messy tots out just like tht!! Oh my god! i really dunno hw she know my feelings but damn it! that is what i've been thinking on.!

The issue really ridiculous... and on the way home jojo ask me a qns.... do you tink 6 yrs of feeling will because of someone 6 days and you become confuss???? I was damn shocked to hear that..... i can feel heat going up to my face.... and next moment jojo say...u r face is damn red...!!

For all these time i dun want to admit that i actually LIKE that guy... Oh my... I keep telling myself he is jus a very very very good friend of mine and that i have NO feeling more than fren to him... OMG and what now!! i really dunno how to facce people nw!

Can someone tell me what should i jus do? hide from the someone until we have holiday and we wont be meeting??! this is jus so so so... not me!!! my 6 yrs jus gone like that OMG!

Pre-order Mask from o0Natsu0o

2010-10-02T16:04:00.004+08:00

Hi all visit http://www.natsu-shop.blogspot.com/ for their new pre-order mask!!! They purchase it directly from taiwan and the order will end on 10th october.... hahah Val place order of 5boxes from them le... so cool.. with them u can also purchase single mask to try out nt like u have to buy whole box... but of cos whole box is more economic la...

I personally love the Q10 mask alot... haha....

How Long can I deceive myself??

2010-08-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

不久前做了一些事情以为可以转移视线但并非如此……心里的郁闷不停的拥上来~胸口一直是紧紧，不停的愁痛。

现在虽然拼了命地演示起来，但我不知道何时，这件事又会被谁，在什么情况下被揪出来……让我再一次去思考这件事情……可能在别人的眼里是很容易可以解决的事，但对我而言我就是没那个勇气。所以一直不能有个结局。可能我真的会孤独一生吧……因为思考的事情真的真的太太多了。

究竟能骗自己骗多久呢？每人知道…… 继续微笑吧~！可能笑得越开心表示我心里的结越乱越痛苦吧！

The unusual me~~

2010-07-27T01:33:00.003+08:00

I think I am really not the usual me these few days~ perhaps is after THT day! oh my god.... really don't like the me now. How can I cure this! this is really really making me crazy... can't my brain just function properly?

Anyway today was actually fun while having tropical breeze only have me, sze jin and bertram.... actually should be doing housekeeping but we started with coffee making AGAIN!!! hahaha.... I made toffee nut Mocha haha kinda too sweet so I make it into a double shot whaha.... I can't really tasted sze jin's caramel coffee cos mine was too SWEET so can't taste anything after drinking it.

On the way home, got msg from yin jie to be informed that nam ho wanted us to go for an interview on 2nd Aug... have to tell Imelda liao... cos my due date should be 30th July wor....

Reached home, rest a while, play facebook's games and went out with bro and mum for dinner and bro meeting his friend to pass him something...haha finally get to eat my longing Tomyam soup.....reached home again around 10pm... watch tv and then bathing and during bath time suddenly feel like to spend time with my hubby so too out hubby and practise for an hour...... only prac one song need me 1 hour and still can't play thru WITHOUT ERROR!!! F***, my skill really gone down drain liao!! Got to prac it back!!!! hopefully i kept to my word! i hop i can spend time with hubby tml again!!! but today prac was good though.... cos i tink cello and me now really is together... dunno y jus got the feel.... after practise is like climbing hills or running sia.... jus damn tired...

Kinda influence by sze jin and here is me writing blog!! haha.... tml going sch early hopefully can get some stuff done.... if not stay at home really dun feel like doing anything...

Good nite~~Natsumi Signing Off =D

I know i dunno

2010-07-22T23:22:00.003+08:00

感觉好烦哟~~~心情不好……一直在想那件事情~一直根根与坏……应该开口吗？但都守着那么多年的事现在说出来好吗？但我是女生耶……hai~~~~

如果那件事情是真的那我怎么办？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？好希望是假的但是没有理由说谎啊~~~！！！

WHAT THE HELL

2010-06-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hi world i am a forgetful gal and i am still a student in MDIS a uni student where most of our projects will be accumulated and have to be done within few weeks and i still have got other commitment like tuition and family, orchestra practice and also the most unwanted ADMIN WORK from SOMEWHR~!!!!

What is the hell this world is going~! me being in the middle is @ wrong all the time for not tell who and who about wat and wat... i dun have whole day jus to do ur stuff ok... although i dun need to pay $$ for doing what i like but i dun tink i need to commit my entire life rite? frens around me kept saying jus quit but is really really the onli responsibility to hold me thr. being in a formatting state we stood thr with some of the really loyal members.. even little mingsheng stand up against his mum that he wan to stay the this orchestra but look wat we have been pushed to? bringing in the new teachers we a big project to us too... we r still young with lack of experience in life but y we do all this?? is jus to enjoy music nt FUCKING admin stuff where i have to stay out of my sectional. i know i am not good in admin and HR but wht can i do? U tink i wan to be the chair of the co myself? i cant even take care of myself hw can i take care of the whole group of ppl?? this is nt sch that i can control all things by force~ there is no one i can go to to solve all these admin and irritating things, people u go to will jus treat u as a ball and start rolling to one and other.

ya i know my teacher take money of cos mus do stuff for u all but can u all jus notice in advance? advance dun mean 1mnth~ becos 1mnth onli got 4 sundays~ and practicing song is nt like learning abc ok... we can onli come together onli on SUNDAYS FOR YOUR INFOR IF U ALL DUNNO~! and say we can do solo whr u all dun demand whole trope... but my group dun put solo as piority ok... solo is onli practice when we have TIME whr our sectional is 1h30mins and same for combine. maybe for cello is ok but what we prac is nt relenvent for chin-nas event ok~ so solo player use their own pocket to go for lessons jus to play for YOUR PERFORMANCE if u all dun wan us so much jus disband it~!!!!! if wan to make me say tis out i tink this situation is really bad already! saying alot support given but we dun see ANY... what i know is THE CHAIRMAN HAVE TO REQUEST, THE CHAIRMAN HAV TO TYPE REPORT, HAVET TYPE PROPOSAL U TINK I DAMN FREE IS IT~ THE CHAIRMAN THIS TIS THT THT. CCB.

I NEVER GET SO WORKED UP IN MY ENTIRE LIFE OF ORCHESTRA onli after being in the commitee~ i dun blame ppl entrusting me duty for com. but is the management tht is idiot!!! if u wan u can do a SOP (STANDARD OPERATING PROCEDURE) OUT IF U WAN I WOULD BE HAPPY ENUFF TO FOLLOW STEP BY STEPS~!!!!!!

(sorry to vent my anger here i also dunno what am i saying.... jus ignore it if u dun wan to read it I'M FINE)

Where can I get back the feel

2010-06-14T00:46:00.002+08:00

....A tired day today...... Too tired to think therefore din't contribute much in the group project discussion..... I tink I was too tired because of yesterday's tuition and also night orchestra practise in teck ghee cc....

Yesterday tuition was fun although spent more time in Kaven's house but I think we are more closer now and to hear student saying "I hope I can go Hongkong after thursday's tuition" as he was going for holiday on wednesday thus no tuition classes for next week... It's only the 2nd lesson and he said that, i felt really so warm... can't believe that I am now someone's teacher....It really feels good and fulfilling hearing kids calling you teacher.

Yesterday's night practise is normal.... but I din't stayed back to have coffee with the other members as I was really too tired.

Today woke up and manage to finish typing the task for each concert post on my lappy and after orchestra prac, i rush over to cathay for project meeting without lunch but manage to grab a curry puff in starbucks~ although it is the most affordable food in starbucks but I think it is way too expensive as I'm now saving up for travelling or perharps to have cello lesson again with Mr Poh.

Orchestra is growing week by week... but i seems not to have any strength in doing orchestra work (which i will always out it in 1st piority in the past) neither school work.

I kept pondering over "Am I on the right track?", "What I really want in my future" but now I don't see any light in front. What kind of job suits me? why i choose to study in tourism? why din't I go into NIE when i love teaching and love kids so much? althought i dint hate tourism sectore but why i just doesn't have a strong passion in teaching or music? Being a cello teacher once passed my mind but it was put down quickly as i always hear people saying it is not a easy path. For me I think road is all not easy but how hard it is compare to creating passion or giving up passion.....

Seriously I dunno what i'm writing maybe someone can tell me.... but stuffs just passed my mind as i typed so I'm now jus a typing machine but not me controlling..........

Anyway... got to start with group work now as it is not individual work which i an responsible for myself......

Damn sian sia~

2010-05-06T13:57:00.000+08:00

kao....wat a boring session sia..... early morning still have to wear formal with blazer..... the weather so warm!!!! nw using my hp to type in post dunno hw will it turn out to be as the layout for handphone might be different....

Today damn suay too.... my heel spoiled le la!!! need to call bro bro to help me get another heels to huiguan dunno will he forget or nt if forget then i no need perform liao la......hai~~

The number of BAGS that i have~~

2010-04-05T13:25:00.000+08:00

Hahaha long time dint post blog post liao~~ that day I was tidying my closet of bags and counted how mani bag i actually have? *cos i seems to have lot where i can change as and when i like haha* so after throwing some unwanted bags i counted what i left and found out~ WOW~!!! i actually got 42 BAGS!~!!~!~!~ OH MY GOD~!~! so Amazing sia~~~

i told my mum abt it then she was saying~~ u la~ keep buying and buying she remark, i tink the bags u have for ur own is even more than the ones u selling ar~~ hahaha but i tink is kinda true maybe next time i can check how mani bags i left for selling...

Bye2 for now~~!!!

The Emo me

2010-01-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

今天心情有点低落……不晓得为什么但就是由无数的感慨。时常在想自己在这个世界上的意义，到底为什么要来到这个茫茫人海又复杂的无知世界。对!我是很自卑的人但到底是什么因素导致我的自卑感常常的作祟呢？*叹气* 时常在想到底这个世界上会有几个人会真的记得我呢？我的生存价值到底是什么？真是自寻烦恼的家伙呀。写了这些又有什么用呢？我看都不会有人来看我的部落格吧。只能用来催眠自己的就只有我那不离不弃我的老公~可能是他是死的巴哈哈，但他的确是我唯一的精神支柱。

黃靖倫簽唱會（臺北站）

2009-12-20T01:40:00.005+08:00

我和媽咪在黃靖倫臺北站簽唱會~！！！

母愛

2009-10-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

在看完今天的《只想说声对不起》的节目后真的感觉到孩子真的是妈妈的宝贝。在节目里Diana Ser 述说了她怀第二胎的的经历。她在怀孕期间因过于操劳所以差一点流产两次，这让她对自己的女儿感到愧欠。如今每当她的女儿有什么生病的症状她都会感到惶恐不已，怕是差点流产的后遗症。所以我在想没有一个妈妈是不疼自己的孩子的，可能是各自的表达方式不同。不知道为什么看了节目后我有点感动……真希望将来的我是一个称职的妈妈，孩子眼中的好妈妈。

Esplanade~

2009-10-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah the esplanade performance have come to an end. I feel really touched by the youngster about them talking about SFACO. They did mention that events like mid-autumn fest have made the co more bonded and different from other co..... As I tot they will feel very troublesome about but indeed they are all very sensible. Hope they will keep this thinking no matter what will be happening in co...

The Retro Mid-Autumn Party 古月照狮城

2009-09-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

又到了一年一度新加坡福州会馆的中秋节晚会。今年节目的首席是会馆的舞剧团而我们华乐团则是在旁协助的。（虽然事实并非如此，不想再提起不开心的事，只能说是狗咬吕洞宾不识好人心）
总而言之，以下图片是当晚华乐团负责的食物摊位。那两位老老的人是我的爸爸妈妈哈哈哈！妈妈为了这次的晚会帮忙煮了茶叶蛋~！茶叶蛋超好吃的哟~~虽然当晚华乐团的人不多但我们还是顺利的赚了200++元！！*恭喜恭喜！*

哦~~被团长抓到咯~~这三位小家伙在泡妞哟~*要死啊，还不去后台standby!!*

哦~~美女们哟！哈哈！

美女照第二张，哪一张看起来比较苗条呢？

我们在表演的时候*谢谢Monique帮忙拍照！

哦~~又被抓到了~！这次是偷喝水~~（开玩笑的啦~~小姐和先生和的是工作人员的饮料。其他3位正在帮顾客拿饮料。*别误会咯*）

*哎呀不好意思啦~~

所剩无几的茶叶蛋~~~

我们的玉米杯~~~也超好吃的哟~~（除了小麦姐姐做的~~哈哈哈哈！*有预感我会被谋杀*）

在玩耍和收拾的情况~~~

谢谢大家当晚的帮忙。在考O ，N水准的Monique和瑞佳谢谢你们还特地抽空下来。同样在考O水准的道漢谢谢你还突然赶下来表演与帮忙，手机还拆一点不见，真要谢谢那位好心的德士司机。谢谢大家的帮忙才能为美满的晚会画下据点团长很感动哟~~

再次谢谢大家！！

My New Handphone and Laptop~!!!!

2009-09-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Whahaha so happy to got a New handphone and new lappy~~!!! Thanks to Mummy for my purple lappy and Daddy for the Handphone~!!! haha my old handphone and old lappy is just waiting for time liao so kinda no choice so have to get a new one... hahaha ppl might ask hw abt my hp mini tht my dad gave me last yr for my 21st bday.... but unfortunately... it die off too even before my old dell....so i sent it for repair le~~~ so jus to remind u ppl, DUN BUY MINI LAPPPY COS IT WONT LAST!!~!!!!!!

Hahaha anyway I'm super happy~~!!!!!!!!!!! Once again Thanks to daddy and Mummy~~!!!!

the 11:11 virus~

2009-08-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

Ok after yunqi tok abt the 11:11 timing i've been seeing it like almost everyday.... lucky I dun wake up early if nt i will be like her seeing the 11:11 virus 2x almost everyday~~~ i will hu si luan xiang till die sia.....kk anyway i some hw got a cam beside me to take down this...

思念

2009-07-21T03:47:00.000+08:00

好想念你哦……不知道为什么过了那么久我还是好想好想好想好想好想你~~每次想到你我都不自觉地哭了。希望你在另一个世界过得很好很好。我知道我是不可能再再看到你，但让我偶尔在梦里看到你也好啊。希望今晚能与你相见……

About o0Natsu0o

2009-06-10T18:07:00.001+08:00

Hey all~!!! o0Natsu0o is have their last sales till 31st july!!! faster go grab the bags~~~!!!!

Giving up totally

2009-06-05T14:34:00.004+08:00

我想我的心已经死了。因为我找不到任何理由来坚持我现在所在坚持的事务。可能我真的没有领导能力所以起初就不因该接受这个提案。我只想拉琴其他的我不想去管，可是因为责任我不得不去做。我觉得我真得很累了。为什么别人就不会有那一份责任心呢？我在坚持的责任是隐形的吗？为什么只有我在坚持？？我想是时候放手了……

真希望我像从前一样，不受人们的注意。好像做陈欣仪……（如有看命中注定我爱你因该知道我在说什么。）

Peiying Primary sch-class 6E classmates gathering!

2009-05-30T23:59:00.006+08:00

Yeah today I'm super happy to see all my old buddy haha they r all still very bubbly~~~whahaha.... really missed my days in primary school.... no worries and wat we knw is all play!!!!hahaha really dun feel like growing up....anyway today also took some photo....

haha the food is always the main lead~~~we have lunch @ raffles city shopping center de shokudo @ B1~~~!!!!hahaaha we stay thr all the way till near 7pm ba... imagine from 1pm to 7pm??? we got so much to tok sia.... hahahha.....

kk here is the 5 of us....

a pic taken by derick... MR LEE the pic a bit nt in center leh....

ARHHHH ME so DARK!~~~~ AND FAT~~~~

Taiwan Tour!! Day 5!!

2009-05-07T23:59:00.022+08:00

HI ALL...... very sorry for the long lasting day 5 to be updated!! here it is!!

This the is place whr we having our breakfast very nice and cozy place.....

Some deco around the place.

hehehe... the themepark we r in.... yeah we stay in the the park hotel also~~!!!whahhaha

Ok... we r on our way to a farm for some tomatoes and pepper plucking!!! cheers~~~ i love tomatoes~~~!!!!

Here we r.... we gt to try the sweeeeeeeeeet tomatoes....whahaha it's really very very very very sweet~~~~ LOVE IT!!!

This is some berries grown in the farm.

A close up.

Some flower... forget wat is the plant call anyway.... the flower doesn't belong to 'tht' particular tree the farmer some how jus pick up frm the floor and put it thr...whahha....

YEAH!! this is the tomato vine~~~~

Can't resist to take a pic with my cute little tomatoes....hahaha end up i plucked lots of them....hmmmm....i tink we have like 5 pkts of it...

This is the pepper vine....erm this one i dint get to pluck it as mum says tis one nt very nice cos i tink we spend too much time on tomato and when we come over here thr nth much left whahaha...

This is a male papaya plant.....

After a period of time it will become this....the famer says the longitude fruit is from a male plant.

and this is a female papaya plant.....

this is the close up....see the diff?? the female one is more round compare to the male plant.

This is some berries also.....

The close up of the fruits.

This is 蒲公英 a very beautiful plant tht i love hahaha......but it beauti won't last so tht's the sad part.

a close up of it.

WHAHAHHA.... after all the nice nice things.... lets guess wat is this!!!!! whahahaha

THe above pic is actually a fly trap all covered with dead flies!!!!!gross rite?? whahaha......

yeah this is a very very very very very crunchy hand roll.... mmmmm althought it all veg but really very 清甜 very nice and can feel it is very very healthy!! haha this lunch is the most healthy meal for the entire taiwan trip whahaha a meal tht i can really have veg!!!whahah...

yeah some other dishes....

look at tis jus slipt secs the plate is already half gone~~~!!! i better start eating and stop taking pic~~!!!

this veg very nice but dunno wat is the name and it is nt seen in singapore b4........

This plate is call fish plant... this i wat the uncle told me cos look carefully the flower resemble a fish....

a close up ...looks like fish rite???!!!!

a violet plan... whaha forget wat it calls... but very very nice... .my fav colour!!!whaaha

this plant the uncle say u can grow it with jus the leaves..... he even call me to bring back to singapore... but i still have to stay for some times unlike the others tml is their last day in taiwan....whahaha....

heehe tis is a wasabi flower tht can be eaten and it taste like wasabi!!

mum with the wasabi flower in her mouth...whahaha.....she say nt spicy at all but taste very 清甜.

yeah on bus proceeding to other destination and these flowers is really super nice but i missed it on my way to the farm so i get ready my cam to take this when leaving....

yeah the front view...

some scenary again...

ok reach tis shop...whr i spend alot alot of $$$$

this is a deer skin....

a big lingzhi but no use any more as it have been 木质化

some other lingzhi...

this is the slices of lingzhi....

a deer deer.....

u can imagine wat is tis.....tis is actually an unborn baby deer......tis is use to cure asthma...but very very 残忍 to eat tis.......sobz....

nw i'm at taipei station and saw tis....hahah cute pandas....

allof us proceeding to take the HSR(high speed railway) it is the newest and fastest railway in taiwan....but super ex.... from taipei to tainan it can cos u over S$100

hahaha the uncle behind is one of the tour ppl haha he super cute one....

me and mum~~

proceeding to the platform....

in the train...

自恋-ing take pic frm the window....

ok we reached taoyuan station liao.....

the train...

taoyuan station~

whahha a nice day and when we reach our hotel and jump down the bus thr is a very very very huge wind and all of us tot thr will be typhoon so all hurry into the hotel lobby.....me and mum had our supper which is the tomatoes.....we some hw consume everything within our taiwan trip~~~!!! hmm really very nice.....we eat it as dinner and supper whahaha.......

Taiwan Tour!! Day 4!!

2009-05-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi all the long waiting day 4~~~

This is the hotel tht we stay in the previous nite...

this is the 龙虎双塔 mus go in from the dragon and then come out from the tiger haha remember dun 送羊入虎口hahah....

my mama and the 吉祥动物 forget wat is it call..

a clearer pic of the towers

yeah we going to enter the tower!!! they say can chase away all the bad luck and will have good luck!!

inside the tower going to climb up the stairs... remember to go up in the correct direction if u tinking of hw to go in the correct direction u can look @ the number on the floor is it's facing u in the correct way meaning u r rite! and remembe if u come down u mus go down with the other stairs.

the dragon up on the tower....

yeah tht's me!

this is the sea view

tht's my mum... haha notice tht we wore the same colour on tht day??

tis is the tiger tower (if i'm nt wrong haha)

the dragon tower

haha mum trying to pluck the tiger tooth!!

uncle pls la... ppl taking pic leh... u hor....spoil picture sia....

the tiger tower again....

this pair of 吉祥动物 is placed outside the tower....i tink they r call 貔貅(pi xiu)

the temple opposite the towers. I went in to bai bai too....

here we r @ 安平老街...the pic is the 棺材版...hahah actually very nice to eat!~~~ so it's one of the dish for my lunch... is a mus try thing in taiwan... u can also try the one in 士林夜市 tht one is also nice but remember to try the 综合one... haha i tried the zong he and the pineapple one in shilin...

this is the place we have lunch...

we r on our way to THEME PARK!!!! and i took the pic of pineapple putting on cap!!haha....tour guide say this way will make the pineapple more juicy!!!

Yeah here we r @ 剑湖山 (janfusun )

yeah going to the theme park!!!!

nice gates~~

nice wat a nice place to be @~~~ it is even nicer @ nite....

this is a little stall actually...

yeah getting ready to go on THIS RIDE!!!

hahaha the 90degree bend looks COOL!!!

yeah!!! saw me????

I'm out thr!!! SHOUTING Like Hell before dropping dwn~~!!!

Yeah took a pic after play 2 times of the previous ride...

proceeding to another ride....

there is also water rides!!

one of the decor in the theme park....

this is the rollar coster i ride on... too bad cannt take pic.... haha....

yeah going to ride on the romantic ride~~~!!!

on the 摩天轮~~~from here can see the whole theme park~~

hehe some character of the theme park...

yeah the little train... i took this from far far away haha glad tht it's quite clear~~ those r my tour de tour mates~~HELLO!!

as i mentioned earlier... the romantic ride~~

爱的宣言

The Bee ride~~~hahaha a kiddy ride leh.... keep going round and round and round....

hahaha another nice ride....

hehe the horse tht i ride on!!! Purple~~~

Alex and his wife Serena~~ haha they r very nice ppl yo~~haha and cute couple too~~!! love their jokes~~~

Lily~~~the cute gal in our group~~~haha me a bit 没大没小 to call her cute gal haha cos she is more elder than me leh~~~

yeah the kiddy roller coster

yeah the 1st round of the ride... mama was on too~~~ take this roller coster is not scary de... but u will sure have pain on ur butt....whaha....

hahaa me on the 2nd time... mama take pic...

yeah the kiddy area...

on our way back to hotel rooms liao....haha saw this cute moussy!!! one bad thing abt this theme park is the end their ride @ 4:45pm~~~ OMG so sian.....so little time to play....

haha i have this but a lot smaller version on @ home nw~~!!

Guess wat is this???? haha rubbish bin la~~~whahahaha.....

yeah took tis pic 1st b4 i mess it up again... haha i am very good in messing room haha ppl who went beijing with me knows very very well whahaha...

this bee pic is taken outside a shop beside our hotel but is still within the 剑湖山 area...

their cafe....

this it the pic on the wall... from above this is found beside the grand piano.... so i zoom to forcus the entire wall pic...

yeah once more time going into the theme park area.. but we r on our way to watch some play....

the tree is nt with white leaves but is with white LED lights~!!!very very very very nice de lo......

the trees with the LED light is along this road.... both side have leh~~~ wat damn nice and romantic de.....

inside the place to see the shw... mmmmm maybe can upload the play....

mmm... the tree is also with some led light but the light is different de....maybe can upload video also haha....

remember the red bettle??? here is the green colour onE!!! but nt discovered by me~~it's found by Alex!!!whahaha.... but this one is bigger then the red bettle...

on my way back to hotel room me and mum, with alex, serena, serena's mum, lily and kelly sit somewhr outside to sing k~~hahha on a erm Shld i say a karaoke vending machine??? anyway is sth like vending machine la... u put in coins and choose the song tht u wan to sing... haha cool rite??whahah...

Taiwan Tour!! Day 3!!

2009-05-05T23:58:00.016+08:00

Yeah today is the 3rd day of tour... tour guide told us to look out for sunrise @ around 5:40am so I set my alarm to wake up @ 5am instead haha... jus incase the sun come out early... but I dint really "wake up" @ 5am cos i still stay in my bed for a while haha.... below is the pic i took from my bed whahaha... too lazy to be up....but the sun is nt up yet la....

so I wait for abt few mins and then take this pic....tis time i wake up and take from the door of balcony....but the sun still nt up!! so I went back to my bed...

hahaa... this one is taken on bed too!!

OOOoooo the sun starts to come out liao!!! this one I took @ the balcony!! cos tis time "wake up" liao....

took some pictures around my hotel...

back to the sun again.. this time can see more liao..so one shot take a few of them...

Mmm... can see the sun liao rite!!! but notice sth??? there is some cloud above the sun!!! so @ the later part.... the sun will be blocked... sian ar...

this few nice housing is actually hotel or can call it 民宿 it's something like singapore's chalet la... but from pic u will know they r kinda small so our hotel is considered the biggest one on the hill top...for more infor abt the villa u can check out on http://www.notable.com.tw/

yeah look @ the sun it's up and proceeding towards the clouds...

while I enjoy the moment with the beautiful sunrise... the idiot beezzz came!!! shock me to death.. cos I got beez phobia...but luckily the beez stop @ the curtian which is between the room and the blacony... so I took a close-up of tis naughty thingy....

see the sun is blocked!! I took this in my room as I'm really afraid of the beez...

I went to balcony again after the naughty beez went off...

Took a close up of this lonely flower....

This time round the sun is completely blocked!!! OMG!!! end of the show liao la~~~!!!

while packing up nothing to do then took some pic around the villa...

this pic is the villa I stay over the nite....took it on bus... haha...

Ok nw on our way to 阿里山... haha remember when camera is on my hand i will nt stop taking pic so i took quite some pics when we r on our way to the destination...

can see the hill with steps?? those are tea plants...

we stop by this 7-11 to have a toilet break...

candied shot of my mama...!!! haha she buy newpapers sia...

continue to the destination....

Mmm... this weird tree is kinda of worth taking a pic of... but outside is really foggy....

ok tis time we stop by to take pic of 夫妻树(husband and wife tree). below is still nt the tree la... i took is near the trees it's a cliff la...but nice rite!!

Yeah tis is the two main lead!!

call mum to stand thr with the trees.... but she take picture her face went weird whahahha!!

On bus again~~

ok we r here!! for lunch liao!!!! but need to walk abit into the place for lunch so on the way i took some pic too..below is a tiki decor

this cute bear is @ the road side....

this deer is outside the building of the restaurant.

Yeah LUNCH!!!! this is 竹筒饭 and fried mushroom I guess....

this is sweet and sour meat.... erm but dunno is pork or chicken....but erm.... nt very suitable for my taste buds....

bitter gourd......taiwan's bitter gourd look very very different from singapore's ones as their surface is more rough then what we have here in singapore....

OMG the super duper big pot of soup came last!!! everyone was like OMG want my stomach to burst ar!!

here's the desserts....it's actually 3 kind of mochi.. one is the pink, white and brown one, the other 2 is not in this pic.... but they taste better then tis haha.... and we also had watermelon....

yeah out the building there is deers too!! Mmm... actually deers mean alot to taiwan... if u have a NT$500 taiwan note u can actually see the pictures of deer...

ok tis is the place where we had lunch @.

the entire area...

this cute little thing is placed under the tree.. so I took it when I discovered it's existence..

we walk abit to yu shan national park....so i took some pic while walking..

here we are.... actually we can onli see this after we finish walking.. .but I put it infront so tht readers won't be confused....

while walking there is quite some fog still

along the way I saw this tree with nice flower so i took a pic of it again...

close-up

OMG look @ the fog....

Pines!!

Close-up again~~

i saw weird features again~~ i tink it's a tree ba...

fog... actually we are @ some high area.. if no fog i guess i can get very nice pictures...

mmm... some flower came into my eyes again...

below is a very creepy pic... haha... cos i saw tis RED BETTLE!!! if u wan to look @ it carefully u can save tis pic and enlarge it!! can enlarge till quite big cos i enlarge on my camera to see the legs of this creepy crawly creature...

after a little of the bus ride we reach this place to see a BIG tree which is 2700 yrs old.....

u can save and read this...

yeah most of the ppl climb down to look at it.... but me abit scare of the stairs... cos too high look abit scary.... scare i will roll down instead of walk down...

so some of us took pictures from up here...haha...

actually the view here better... can see the entire tree....

on bus again...

actually we shld alight here to see 啊里山姑娘 but nw close down liao la...

so tis is the place where they use to live in....

yeah we stop by in the mid of the hill to have tea break... but stomach still full leh....

some scenery around the place...

yeah nice pic!! but got very very strong wind... so hair a bit messy....

Mmm.. can see the tea from here....both me and mum had 红枣龙眼茶... very nice fragrance....

this is some biscuit for us to have the tea with....

We went into the tea shop to buy some tea, coffee and biscuit tht we had...Mmm... me and mum bought the coffee and the round biscuit tht u saw above...

When we r going to pay for wat we had purchase i saw the plant below!!!weird plant rite....but i dunno the name of it... it is placed @ the cashier.... i tink i remember a tour mate asking for the name of it but i really forget wat is it call...haha.... but nice one...

the 2 pic below is taken @ the entrance...

ok I'm on bus again... guess wat we r proceeding to the place to have DINNER~~~ OMG SO FULL HW TO EAT!~~~~ anyway below is some pic i took on bus...

Ok we reach liao....

on the way to toilet we saw tis....actually is a table...but very nice design....

Our dinner... almost no one touch it...

i onli remember i ate this whaha...this is fried oyster very nice leh~~~

close-up...the oyster is very fleshy~~~OMG~~~

hahah ask mum to stand thr while i take... hahah nice backing rite!!!

fish ponD~~~

some one gave me a free packet of the fish food to feed the fish...

so i gather them to take pics~~

OMG fighting for foo sia..

look @ the mouth~~~whahaha..... i really had a good camera sia....whahahah....

on the way to our hotel we stop by this place to have toilet break....saw 7-11 again sia... taiwan really had lots and lots of 7-11...

ok we reach 六合夜市which is in 高雄 but the stomach is too full to go try the food thr...

this is the famous fruit juice stall here...

while waiting for the other tour mates to be here @ the gathering point.... i took this pic...tis is actually a shop in a building opposite out meeting area... haha so i zoooommm to take tis grand piano... but the decor and light inside look super romantic... i tink is a 婚纱店...cos can see wedding gown...haha... so end of day 3~~~!!! super full today~~~

Taiwan Tour!! Day 2!!

2009-05-04T23:59:00.043+08:00

Today is the 2nd day of tour.... last nite we spend the nite in a hotel @ keelung (ji long)

Below is the scene that I can view from my room.....the guan yin

And this I think is a temple ba....

and some housing....

hahaha my bedroom wat a BIG MESS!!!! I love to jump on beds!!!!whahaha!!!!

my room too....

some pretty views from dinning area

Hahaha,,,, some of my zi lian photo....

Me and mama on bus setting off to da si hua hai 大溪花海。

The police station outside out hotel...

the scence on bus.....

Tour guide says this is the harbour

Nice View of keelung again~~~

Saw Taipei's 101!!! hahah singapore also got 101....whahaha.....

This is a park whr lots of historical ppl's head's hang thr...haha no la...is the model of their head...forget wat's the name of the park liao...

below thr is a nice house with hearts rite!!!

here we r @ our destination!!

Still taking pic on bus.....

Last pic taken on bus!!

Heee below pic is taken when i 1st alight!!! nice flower leh..... but got beEzzzz

Pic of me and yiting...windy ne....

Nice mountian~~

the "flower sea" (for direct translating)

My cute Mummy~~!! cannt see her eyes la~~~

Flowers~~~

Some decor around a bench...

Flowers~~~

another decor around a bench....nw got ppl sit on it.... sobz....

Flowers again~~

Imagine if i stay in the little house~~~!!!

Aiya spoil pic le la~~~~~~~jus jokin~~~

The lonely tree...

This is also taken around a bench

Mummy in her favourite colour!!! I mean the colour of flower whahaha....red~~

bench~

this pic I took myself de leh......

this too....

flowers~~

Mooo Mooo cow......super smelly leh....

The horse hair abit........

yeah dun kept on eating mus walk around!!

back to eating again~~~

Shhh... dun tell ppl i tou pai xiao mei mei....aiya she dint sit properly la....

Shld Face up and let me take pic ma... ah girl ar.....

kk Flowers again~~~no wonder call flower sea....

hey lily u shld take from here la... better scenery.....

mum in lavenda...

Our meeting area~~this is a small cafe~~ I remember jacky wu come here play duo mao mao...

hmmm..below is the place tht we will be having lunch @.... cool place rite???

this place is call wu jiao chuan ban.... they got one more rest. in taipei nei hu....省錢王出城紀 got intro this rest. very special...

this is the female toilet door...

The basin...

Some decor @ basement....

After lunch it's time for exercise!!! we will be going to ri yue tan and xuan guang si via boat!!!

let take a pic~~ :-)

On boat liao....

This is 日月潭。。。

the mysteriour white deer

the story.... click on pic to enlarge and read...

Pose!!

scratch yur tummy.... aiyo me so fat....

The story of the yue lao on this small island... actually thr is the temple but aft 921 earthquake jiu no more liao... left onli the yue lao standing thr...

getting on boat to xuan guan si

U jump.....I Jump...whahaha....

Ok some normal photo....

Here we r..玄光寺

Hehe... the grandma's 茶葉蛋very nice yo....

The view of ri yue tan from xuan guan si

pose with nice background.....

12 生肖

鼠

牛

虎

兔

龍

蛇

馬

羊

猴

雞

狗

豬

setting off liao...

when we reach the harbour.. we saw a couple taking wedding photo!!!!so nicEEE i also wan take my wedding photo in taiwan~~~~~~~~aiya still long long long way to go.....

me and mummy

on our way to qing jing.... out hotel for the nite....

we rest half way and i went 7-11 and bought this stich.....cute leh... buy for my bro...

this is the view on the halfway stop...

The is some shopping here too... other then 7-11

ok continue to hilltop...

here we r.... our destination and DInNER!!!

the hotel we staying.... i tink is call qing jing nong chang....or qing jing du jia cun....

haha take pic of flower tis one is with camera flash....

this one is without flash but i shine it with my touch light....hahaa.a....

kk Sweet dreams liao.... good nite~~~~

Taiwan Tour!! Day 1!!

2009-05-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah today me and muumy set off to taiwan!!!!!! So excited!!!

This is a sia plane tht i took from the resting corner in the airport!! haha still have the habit of anyhw take pic whahaha...

the truck taking all luggages to the plane!! cool man!!
And so we took off to taiwan on a 4++hours ride!! we took Eva air...mmmm actually not a bad airline haha all kong jie is super chio sia... and always have a slime on their face~~~ whaha and every passenger have a tv so u can also play game with it or watch movie or cartoon!! haha so i play till forget to take my air meal~~sian diao~~~finish eating then remeber hai~~~

This is a pic taken in taiwan airport!! haha We LANDED ON TAIWAN!!!!! I LOVE YOU TAIWAN!!!

Heeee.... a candy shot of mummy~~!!
so after we landed on taiwan the 1st stop of the tour is Shiling ye shi~! lots of delicious items there and also lots of fashion items and diao diao games!!! so i will never miss the chance of playing diao diao!!

And this doraemon is my reward of playing!!! i got it on my 1st try whahah so happy!!!

MMmmm for ppl going shiling ye shi u can try the 棺材板 store 244 for the 綜合 one. also mus try tian bu luo(tempura), 白玉苦瓜汁（have a very sweet taste on first sip and then after tht will have a little bitter taste but still ok.), 臭豆腐，蚵仔煎（fried oyster, it's very different from singapore's as they add in a unique sauce so if u scare u might nt be able to accept u can tell the 啊姨 dun put the sauce. Shiling ye shi is super big if u cross over the road u can find all fashion stuff there!! i tink the price of all ye shi is no better then taipei undergrond mall can the underground mall is really cheap and lots of stuffs there!!! cos i feel super heart pain~~~as i onli go there on my free and ez the things in k, y, and z underground mall is very economy u guys can go try!

我不是你们想的“强”

2009-02-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

虽然很多时候你们会看到外表刚强的我但我也会有脆弱的时候。要面对的一些问题我可能瞬间无法反映的过来但我会用我的小脑袋慢慢的思考。要让一个脑袋简单又幼稚的我负担起乐团的重担我可能无法做得好可是我会洁净艘能的慢慢的做。所以请尽量协助我，我真的很需要大家的帮忙不要让我有放弃的念头。可能我不比你来得专业但我会尽量的体会“搞音乐”的辛苦。我有些举动可能会让你搞不清楚但你可以问我或提醒我，因为有时我也不知道自己该怎么做。不要等我失去理智，因为我不知道我会做出什么不好的事，到那时候可能就一发不可收拾了。

What a Day~

2009-02-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

一大清早，虽然已经太阳晒屁股了但还不是我起床的时间可是就是被电话吵醒！好奇人哟！！！大清早呢就得开始想华乐团的事情~虽然我是真的很想把华乐团搞好但有时我真的会很累嘢。好想过过normal member 的日子哦~~~！但这也不是不可能的我只需要在这现任的三年里做好自己的本分我就能在做回normal member啦~~~~！真希望这一天快点来临！为我自己加油吧！！（哈哈~再加下去就快胖死了啦~~~！！）除了早上的事件之外到了中午yiting 呢就告诉我昨天晚上她朋友说的是真的~~！！他们一大瓢人马真的被裁退了但好在ting 还有的选择，可是ting最终选择了离开。接着到了晚上也发生了有关乐队的一些事情但在这里不便多说*confidential*真希望明天不会被吵醒，因为我的病还在恢复中。

Xinru's 21st Birthday celebration(pictures)

2009-02-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah got the pictures from Xinru....

The four of us!! sian diao... i so fat~~~~!!!

Wonder Y got 2 cake???? haha the big cake is for xinru and her twin sis. the small one is for her 2nd sis(3rd in the family) as she is celebrating her 18th birthday together!! haha the 3 of them had birthday on the SAME DAY!!! cool rite~!!

JEXY again!! but with some one also~~

2009-02-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

这一天华乐团聚集了在Simei MRT 准备要去团拜了!!!!

我们的第一站是杨老师的家。瞧小麦姐姐开心的样子！

Chloe 也有来团拜哦~~她正在妈妈的怀中思考，哈哈瞧她专注的眼神。

很专注吧~!! 哈哈!!

第二站我们来到了小麦姐姐的家。看到她家的雪儿了吗??? 很可爱吧，雪儿很聪明哟!! 因为它会开包装袋耶~（应该是贪吃吧，哈哈它的主人每次都说它贪吃）

小麦姐姐家好多吃的哟~~~

女生们为何在发呆??

大家手脚好快哟~~可能因为午餐时间快到了吧!!

第三站我们来到了琦峻老大的家!! 哈哈今年超例外的因为我们在赌博耶~~君翔你就不要一直比诗颖了~~!!

哈哈~赢家可是我们的君翔哟~~~

女生们就当起了小保姆。

Chloe: 啊那一个怪阿姨摸我啊~~~~

在前往最后一站的途中~~~沉默~~~

到了今天的最后一站~我家~~看看这位奶爸!! 他在用深情的眼神看着自己的女儿。

哈哈~要合照了啦，先把筷子放下啦~~别紧张。

三，二，一! 怎么君宏还是不想照啊~~~

大家在速战速决了~~

这一天就在捞鱼生后结束了~是很好玩的一天但我们大家也都累了~~希望明年会更多人哟~~

Xinru's 21st Birthday Celebration!

2009-02-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah after having a busy time in Foochow association I proceed to meeting emily and yiting! Sorry gals!! cos i sooooooooo late whaha... already try my very very very very best to rush there. yeah so is pic time again.

Yiting helping to make the balloon flower~(actually I wan to get in FC de~~~but sian diao the person dun wan make for me~~~)

Tht the end product of 3 flower balloon or balloon flower... dunno which la~~

That's one in the picture.. nicer then 3 together...

hey hey emily posing with the balloon ON BUS!!!! haha a lot of kid keep eyeing on our balloon and in fact we had a hard time walking to take bus..... cos the ballon jus fly out of our paper bag lots and lots of time.. and I have to chase an uncle to call him to give me back my balloon cos he take and walk away after picking it up from the floor... sian diao~~~

Hey here we are taking photo in xinru's and sis's room....

yeah with the bday gal~~

Yeah time to look at ur pressie gal~~ we had 21 bday pressie JUS FOR U!!! crack all our head man... but I am to be blame la~~cos is my idea whahaha....hey the tortise massager... hope can help u with the stress in work!!

And of cos the very 难得 hand made balloon flower....

yeah the snoopy mug tht can change colour after pouring in hot water~~

Xinru's favorite snoopy!!

yeah a pair of shoes for ur wrk!! nice ma??hahaha

a Nike bottle for u!!! hope tis won't leak

Yeah a snoopy plaster~~ lots of snoopy hor~~

Yesh~~!! Xinru looking @ our hand made card~~or photo album.... which ever ba.... but we did it with our heart!!

POse~~~!!

Yeah the bag and the eye catching pouch!!~~

The limited edition adidas perfume!!

The guess wallet... hope can replace the wallet u using nw... haha also from JEXY!!

The cute birthday bear!!

the clips u love and GREEN KEY!! 21st bday leh!! cannt forget the KEY!!!

The orange earring and snoopy necklace~~~

Last but not least....the 2 watches and a snoopy puzzle~~~!!!

Hey really have 21 hor... dun believe can go count haha!!! hope that this bday gal will 心动 cos we put in lots and lots of effort de ok and the balloon is kinda eventful!! anyway~ I tink we JEXY really spend time and effort our each others birthday and tht's wat frens are for!! we put heart into everyone and knw wat each other like and dislike! Understanding each other really needs time! Hope tht we gals will meet up more and take more pictures!! haha tht will be xinru's job to remind us to take pictures!!! Bye for nw!!

大年初六

2009-02-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

今天(昨天）是会馆团拜所以华乐团也来了除了来团拜我们也帮忙把写好的春联贴在墙上，我们也在登记处帮忙那些前来领取奖学金的小朋友们登记。

哈哈~~我老弟刚把春字贴上去（他原先是把春字贴错的哟!!)

哦~~！老弟和冰琳在做什么??? o.O

美女们在帮忙贴春联。

最后成品。

哈哈~~乐怡也来团拜哟!

小麦姐姐posing @ 登记处 :)

干吗笑得那么开心？？？

我们会馆的小龙队!

哈哈~~我在偷拍小女孩。可爱吧!

今天也是君宏的生日哟!!

来个惊讶的表情嘛!!真是的，不会配合我们吗??

哈哈~~乐怡和君宏的头一样大耶!!!

Make a wish~~~

哈哈~~~可以吃了~~!!!

大家忙着吃，怎么都不帮琦峻分蛋糕???

一大桌的美食耶!!!

合照时间~~!!

接下来我得赶去我好姐妹的生日会了~~~!!!

大年初三

2009-01-28T23:30:00.001+08:00

大年初三我呢就呆在家里玩电子游戏!!!

哇!! 怎么韵琦的11:11咒语会传染的噎!!!

哈哈~~~我的 The Sims2 里的有钱人……连去“血洴”都用急升机代步哟!!

看看他们家的“现金”哟不包括资产哟~~!!!

今天很频繁不知道明天是怎样呢??

加油!加油!加油!加油!

大年初二

2009-01-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

大家好! 今天是大年初二哟! 希望大家都很愉快!
今天我们也得去两个地方。一是我大姨家，二是我二伯家。

哦……我向上看的照片每次都是皱眉头的……

我的很拽的弟弟。拽什么啊!

哦……到了大姨家了! 哇! 好多年货哟!! 大家有口服啦!!!

哦我们吃了午餐后，小舅一家才到大姨家。嘿嘿!!菜差一点就给我们吃光光了。怎么那么迟来啊!

看小舅那么迫不及待 ^.^

老妈到底在做什么?? 跳舞???

大姨家的摆设。

小舅母和她的小儿子Marcus。（如有主意看我的部露格的话应该在之前的post有看过Marcus ba!)

哈哈~~表姐，小舅母，二姨丈和我老爸在玩麻将哟! 其实这已经是第二场了! 嘿嘿~第一场有我哟!

招财猫!!!!

男生们在看周星驰的戏哟!!

来合照一张吧! 好久没看到小坏蛋了!!

扮鬼脸 :P

哦~~~~好丰盛的晚餐哟!!!!!

那幅画是大姨用cross-stich 做的哟!

可恶的弟弟。

好贰心哟! 多大了还在粘这妈妈!!

哈哈哈~~~可爱的一张

在大姨家吃过晚餐后我们就去了我二伯家……在那里没有拍照……因为我们一下子就回家了。

哦~~我今天玩算台的麻将哟~~好开心，因为有赢钱哟!!!~~~

大年初一

2009-01-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

大家好！！在这里先跟大家拜个年祝你们happy 牛~~~~ year!!!
接下来就是照片时间！！哈哈！今天我的脸有点怪怪也不知道为什么……总之今天的我不美啦~~!!

到大伯母家的途中也不忘了拍几张照片!

哈哈!! 玩完了blackjack（二十一点）后就是吃“饭”时间了!!! 其实是吃米粉啦!!!

大家快来啊!!!

哈哈~爱玩的小侄儿侄女们还要被我的堂姐和唐嫂架来呢!!!

还是乖乖吃米粉吧!!!

到了新的地方咯!!! 这里是三姑的新家哟!!!

大家怎么都在看电视呢?? 真的有那么好看吗?

还在看啊??

哈哈~~还是来拍张照吧!!

大年初一就这样结束啦! 明天见咯!!!

Past Yr Photo.....2007 FCCO

2009-01-15T13:28:00.007+08:00

Mmm...2007 was a year that FCCO dint take much pic so I onli have some events' pictures....

琴韵乐杨2007
concert is held in NAFA Lee Foundation Theater on 15th dec 2007(haha my cousin's birthday)

Tis is when we just arrived and getting ready for practice.

The photographer taking a pic of Big and Small Jun Xian....with yunqi and shi hui.

We were rehearsing!

Look at me!!! so 专心 playing my cello...

Another picture of me!!

Our group photo on stage!

The photographer 暗恋 on of the person in here is it??? so mani photo in this way!!

The Malaysia Trip With Shi Fan

setting off on 18th Dec 2007

These are some of their photo...

I'm nt in so better dun put so much of their pic... haha... lata they come after me! mus respect ppl...

Sadly I only have the 2 events' pictures so tht's the end of 2007 in FCCO!!

21st and a month old!!

2009-01-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hahaha... guess wat!! today I'm 21st and one month old!!! whahaha.... so Lame...but y mus i fill in 22nd under the age section nw??? I jus celebrated my 21st bday a month ago leh... so sian... dec baby 就是这样。好不公平啊！哈哈。。。可是在同年龄里我通常就是“年纪”最小的！！哈哈！有时还占了莫谢优势！我要去找周公下起了！！晚安咯。。。明天还有乐团练习!!

Past Yr Photo.....2006 FCCO

2009-01-08T16:28:00.029+08:00

2006 会馆团拜
Xin Ming trying to write 福

The end product

someone writing 春...the booth is tend by co!!

The 小龙队

2006乐团团拜

haha...monique, marcus and rui jia..

Rui Jia bullying monique!!!

Eric and Mr Lim.... hahah eric still haven official join co at that time...

Zihui @ Mr Lim's house

Qijun and Zi hui's ROM

On march 2006

Hahaha.. guess wat this is our co chairman's ROM!!! so sweet!!! see the rings and flower?? this pic i take de leh!!

This pic also i take de!!! need to shout to tell them where to stand cos i took is at super super far distance....

yeah the 3 of us!!

After they sign... nw they r husband and wife!!

Yunqi with Zi hui's flower

me with Zi hui's flower

The gals!!

hahaha cannt put too much of their wedding photo lata they as me for copyright fee!!! whaha

琴韵乐杨2006

Our 2006 Concert...When we just built up our co...this was a small small concert @ YMS on 01/07/06

See the erhu group....haha my bro and mingsheng is still so young!!!

This is our erhu instructor..... this concert he jus join us not long...

Cookie!! haha our pro yangqin player!! haha

Me!! my 1st time solo... liang xiao...

Xiao mai jie jie!!! her pipa solo!!

One Day Malaysia Trip

HAha.. here we off to our one day malaysia trip!! on 15/07/06

Our breakfast in Malaysia... u see Yan's chopstick... broken sia!!! what she using was a 2nd pair!

Us on bus!!!

Me slping already... the bus journey too long la....

The 模范夫妻

Qijun's Gang

Jack and his mum Ivy!

Us on boat to forest whaha

Group photo again.. but i tink i @ the forest entrance... haha too long so forget where liao...

3 of us on a shaky bridge....

ooo we r on a high high top.... look at the words on top of us...

Taishogoto Concert

Our performance with japanese Taishiokoto @ VCH on 23/11/06

That Me learning how to play the taishogoto...come to tink of tht i'm the translator for the day hahaha cos i'm the onli one in co know jap!!!

Hahaha... the japanese ladies tht we performing with!!

Yeah the pretty gals!!! whahaha

Hahaha Adrian trying to hide from the shoot... too bad.....

Aiyo... what r these little boys doing???

Little Dao han.. nw grow up liao lo....

HahHA.. Li kai still so cute... wha time really flies.. all grow up liao...

This is how the taishogoto looks... kinda easy but whn u need to play fast song.... haha u have to move ur fingers FAST!!!!

Year End BBQ

Our Yr end bbq @ east coast park on 24/12/06

We start perparing in hui guan!! ooo most of the guys help too!!

On a rainy day... so sad.. but we gt umbrella!! whahah so everyone gather around the pit to help block the rain and start the fire!! team work rules!!!

Dao han trying to hypnotize with Zoey's snowman necklace hahaha....

The three beauties!!

The pit is on fire!!! OH NO!!!

Posing for the camera

The 3 tired siblings!

That the end of 2006!! More to come!!!

Past Yr Photo.....2005 FCCO

2009-01-07T10:35:00.006+08:00

MMM... i was looking thru the photos in my com....and surprise tht i have been in FCCO for SOOOOOOOoooo long! hahaha... but actually onli started taking pic in 2005.....tht time my bro was in liao...

this was taken on 22/05/05. The big walk we attend.. wha... really very tiring haha....

This is the guan mo hui we held in hui guan on 10/07/05... this is my bro!!! tht time he just started playing his erhu...still soooooo cute....nt like nw so ugly......whahahah

this is me!!

This is a photo taken when we perform for teachers' day.. nice background rite!!!! hahaha... OMG this is taken on 11/09/05!!!!!

A picture of 2005 mooncake fest in hui guan....taken on 17/09/05

This is our CO chalet on 24/12/05. COUNT DOWN FOR X'MAS!! too bad xiao mai jie jie dint join us for this event as she was in hospital~~~

Yeah!! most of us brought pressies to xchange!!

My stupid cousin marcus and minmin.....my cousin join co for a short period of time... playing erhu...

Thats all for yr 2005 in co!!! more to come!!!

JEXY 3rd Jan to Wild Wild Wet!!

2009-01-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

Before we get wild in wild wild wet!!!

haha!! Ruke playing with wipe cream!!

hahaha... our rabbit face!!!

A proper photo in the end but... whr is ruke looking???

Hey JEXY thanks for the beautiful Sat!! love u all always!! too bad dint take photo when we playing!!! whahaha!!

1st of 2009

2009-01-01T15:49:00.000+08:00

haha this is my 1st blog entry of yr 2009.... mmmm cos i'm too lazy to log in aft my busy 2008 dec. come to tink of that my 2008 was kinda of busy... haha but fortunately there ain't many unhappy things thus overall my 2008 was a happy one!!! hahaha!!! Mmm... 2009 hope it will be a very happy year too.. hope all my wish will come ture!!!

Is there something wired???

2008-12-29T18:09:00.001+08:00

Nice Picture rite??? got find anything wired?? pls commet!!!

haha digging some pic out from my beijing trip folder!! haha super big file man!!

Before Landing

2008-12-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

HAHA some photo jus before we land beijing......ENJOY!!

HAHA Binglin's candy shot... y monique dint turn faster?? *angry*

HAHA taking bro's pic in singapore before we go up the plane. 1st time on plane leh!!

Me posing in plane!! excited!!! whahahaha

Bro faking not to see cam sia... so fake... dun 偷笑啦。。。

The clouds Pictures!!! NICE LEH!!!

View when we about to reach the land of beijing.

will be update with more pic!! so tired need to go slp liao~~~ zzzZZZZ

My toughts for Beijing trip!!

2008-12-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

Mmmm... this is the first time i take a plane... i tink not as scary as some ppl told me la... kao pls leh.... nth much wat.. y make me so excited?? mmm... i tink the whole trip our gang of ppl really enjoy the laughter!!

The gang consist of Me and bro, Jun Sian and Jun Hong, Yunqi、Qi Jun and Zi Hui, Bing Lin, Monique and Ruijia.

haha we had most of our meals on the same table... mmm obviously the table tht really knows how to drink(beer) alot whahah!! onli few of they from our table drink soft drinks!! gals... mus learn hw to drink la... so nxt time can really WIN other tables!! whahaha....

the beijing trip sure got some unhappiness but i tink most of the time we still laugh like mad sia!!the gossip part is the worse. when the topic is not on u, u sure can laugh until stomachache haha i really enjoy when the topic is on other ppl.... aiyo pls la... stop all the AE2 liao la... me onli have my cello... my 绯闻对象is all not in beijing and my gang still enjoy saying!! haha but tis time round all got new topic sia.... let see... jun sian and monique i tink is becos they cannt stop quarrel for even 5mins. Yunqi and Dedric! whaha jus onli dedric and her scare of ghost and dedric invited yunqi to slp with him(in joking manner) and the whole gang bust into laughter!! my bro and bing lin!! hahaha a very nice match!! i dun mind bing lin be my sis in law sia!!hahahahhaha

Mmmm other then the exchange part i tink others is really nice!! i enjoy bargaining!!! but i tink still abit noob la!!

oh ya and forget to say one thing!! beijing trip have 1 word to describe!

COLD

Its like freezing all day OMG!! i wonder how i survive!! i tink it is really marical for me to come back in one piece. maybe nxt time can go try my limit again! got to go slp liao le...slpy!! zzZZzz

Waiting

2008-12-17T18:54:00.002+08:00

MMM.... i'm nw waiting for my mama to finish cooking then I will have my dinner before I set off to hui guan.... also dunno go thr for wat... onli knw have practice and have to submit form for beijing.... but got a feeling that there will be more stuffs... so I've got a dunno feeling....yeah!! Frm today onwards I will be a singtel person!! No longer a M1.... cos M1 really really really sucks!!!! Anyway my dinner is here... off i go and awaiting for friday!!

Happy Birthday!!

2008-12-11T12:00:00.002+08:00

Hahaha.... today is my 21st birthday... later on will be going out to play bowling and cannot forget to print poster to put in VCH so will be going to print the poster too!!!

Hi all ppl who is reading my blog pls support Singapore Foochow Association Chinese Orchestra's concert. Concert will be on 14th Dec, 5pm! Tickets pricing at S$12. Pls support!!!

Pressies From EXY!!

2008-12-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!!! These is all the pressie that EXY gave me!! so happy to receive their presents!! cos they are really really super toughtful!!

See hw BIG is the presents!!

All the stuffs from the small box! haha as usual super lots of things!

HAha a baking gloves with EXY made decor!! for me to bake delicious cookies with!!

A rabbit Magnifying glass!! although cute but.... I not tht old yet!!

A shower hat!! haha EXY say is for me when baking so my hair will be dirty! haha silly gals!!

Mickey and Minnie Poker!! super cute and is my favourite character!!

My Birthday Book(or maybe card) but sure a special one!! no 2nd one on earth!!

From Emily!

From Xinru =P

From Yi Ting :)

An apron!! Look at the back!!

So sweet!!!!!! A drawing of us!!!!!

A necklace for me and my lao gong!! haha although i still dun have one!! whahah

the Greatest Present!!!!! A MIXER!!! for baking my cookies!!!!!

THANKS GALS!!! LOVE U ALL FOREVER!!!!

Birthday Present!

2008-12-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hey all!!! the below is all my birthday presents!!! haha so happy to get all of them!!!! maybe u can count how many perfume i have!!!

This is from my god bro and sis (Ryan boy and Shauna gal). Thanks Boy and Gal!

This is from my cousin and her family!! Thanks Kim sis!!

This is from my hao jie mei's boyfriend! thanks jeffery.... and the GREEN wrapping paper

This is from my neighbour! Thanks aunty lily and husband! this is my 1st birthday pressies.... hmm maybe not!

This is from Cheyenne(my jap class, classmate). my favorite perfume!! Thanks miyuki san!!

Also from my jap class classmates! Angie and stephnie san!! Thanks!

From my Secondary school classmates! Thanks Alicia and Jia Min. Love u guys!!

From my Dear Jingyi!! (we are initially enemies!!)

From my Primary School classmates. Thanks Xueyi, Edward and Derick.

From my beloved Cello teacher! MR POH!!! Thanks!!!

From my CO mates! Yunqi, Eric, Jun sian, Jun hong, Monique, Shiying and my bro! Thanks Guys.

From Mak family.(Qijun, Zi Hui and their little Chloe)~~!! Thanks!!

From Dear Binglin also CO mates! a very cute little gal!!

Thanks for All who attend my Party!! JEXY wondering whr's ur pressie?? hahaha wait for next post!!!! a post just for u!!!!

My Birthday Party

2008-12-08T13:48:00.012+08:00

今天我庆祝了我的21岁生日。很明显是提早了因为12月11日并不是在周末所以我把生日party给提早了！今天真的很开心很开心！！！因为我收很多很多的礼物和红包！！朋友和亲戚们都很赏脸因为大多数的人都来了。但还是有些不愉快的事情啦~~好了说了那么多该轮到重点了！！照片时间！！

我的生日冰欺凌蛋糕。

忙着插蜡烛

点蜡烛！好大的打火机！

我们一家人！

许愿

JEXY and Jeffery

Alicia, me and Jia Min

FCCO

Jap Class

姑姑,me, 伯伯and 伯母

My cousins and some nephews and nieces

nephews and nieces

Thanks everyone for coming to my birthday party!!

21岁

2008-12-04T13:13:00.004+08:00

嗯！我就快要21岁了！也开始感到忧心因为一直以来好像都没什么成就……怎么办呢？音乐方面也只是滥竽充数，生意方面也没什么进展，学业嘛多还没劲新学校……我做人真是失败呀！但是呢，我应该学会接受并且继续加油好让自己的人生更有色彩!!

生日心愿!(哈哈！早了一点)

1. 希望华乐团能顺利的慢慢成长。不要有太大的后腿! 希望以后要做的事，对华乐团是有益无害的。

2. 希望家人都和睦共处，不要有纠纷，大家都开心，健康的过日子！

3. 这个心愿就留给自己吧!! 哈哈! 人都会有私心嘛!

会吗？

2008-12-01T02:52:00.002+08:00

我的幸福真的会来到吗？

会吗？

会吗？

微妙之世界

2008-12-01T01:23:00.004+08:00

我感觉到这个世界真的好奇妙哟。从微型的卵子与精子的结合后就会有可爱的小婴儿出生，小宝宝一天天的成长后会变成小孩，青年，成人，老年人。生命真的好奇妙。

刚刚去了华乐团团长的家（他的宝宝满月了！）开始就有这样的想法，回到家里再看vcd的时候这种感觉更为强烈了。剧中的女主角刚做了妈妈!可是啊！她是个19岁妈妈哟！哈哈！记得她在剧中说的一句话，妈妈和妈妈之间会有心林相同的时候哟！而且在怀孕的几天就会有感觉了！我也不晓得是否是真的。

我相信每个人都会有每个人的故事。小宝宝长大后也会有自己的故事哟！我也好想好想把我生命的故事书翻到最后的一页，看看剧终时到底是怎样的！

突然好想嫁人哟！！！！！！哈哈哈哈哈！！

好累哟！

2008-11-21T21:43:00.010+08:00

今天一整天都好累哟! 可能是因为咳嗽的原因吧! 一直不停的咳好累~~! 今天下午约了我的副团长去做了一些购物，是为了我们会馆下个星期的文化营做的购物。今天买完东西就回到会馆，在会馆与ken和yuyue聊了好一阵子。回家的路上我有点心惊胆战，因为好多黑人哦! 我好害怕! 而且好像一直有人跟着我! :'( 怕怕~~~! 不过到了地铁站就感觉好多了! 以后我再也不要一个人走那条从会馆到地铁站的路了!（除非有人肯陪我!哈哈!）

刚才看完十点的香港连续剧后我转到了okto无意间的看到我超喜欢的动漫哦!!! 我的朋友既然没跟我说skip beat在okto播出了!!! 气死人啊!!! 还亏我当初第一时间告诉她skip beat的动漫可以在youtube找到!!

气死了!!!!!!

Not As Easy

2008-11-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

After reading my V-chair's blog, notice she had something similar as me. Or maybe the me a few years back. As she decided to give up on someone who she usually care, concern and "Love" a lot. The moment she told me about it I've already told it will not be easy as I have the experience before.

我是怎么无视“他” 的呢？

忘记/再把“他”当好朋友不是一朝一夕的事情。这需要的是很多很多的眼泪，决心，毅力和很多年的努力才可以办到的。虽然我见到“他”的时间不多可是在日常生活中许多的事情都会联想起“他”。当我下定决心只把他当好朋友时，我还真的能“暂时”的忘了他，但是每次在和他会合时都会情不自禁的再度“喜欢上他”，然后又在一次的默默的等着他。当然也是又在一次的失望。因为我知道他是个不主动的人，所以我也不抱任何希望的再一次要忘记他。就这样来来回回的好多次。

现在的我似乎已经麻木了所以我已经可以很坦然也很自然的面对他，可以说是我已经成功了吗？连我自己也不确定。因为我知道如果他问我是否愿意当他的女朋友的话，我会马上说我愿意！

当然我是个很没自信心的人所以我认为在我的人生当中应该不会有如此的一次。

I'm Sick

2008-11-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

AH! I've got block nose and sore throat now!!! hopefully can get better tml~~ -.-. today still have to go out with cheyenne san as i already promise her to go and get her birthday present so.... nt good to back out rite! i reach home @ around 22:30, finally settle down and on my com to start blogging and half way thru blogging and talking my co's V-chair my zero key drop out!!! OH NO!!! nt the 1st time liao... althrough i manage to put it back la... haha but i tink it will still drop out again de la... cos i dint fit it perfectly. guess my dell lappy going to go heaven le~~ sobz so sad hope tht it will nt die so fast cos if it dies then i will nt be able to play my game (the sims2) anymore!!! and my modelling program will be gone too!!!NNNNNNOOOOOOO~~~!!!

my co V-chair just show me her niece's pictures soooo cute!! hope i can gt marry and have my own cute baby too!! haha hope can be a little princess too!! so i can doll her up and go shopping with me!!but too bad no one woo me whahaa so i tink i 注定 will be lonely till old, cos too fat and ugly le la!!!! whahaha! but nvm i will have my husband by my side even i die. As he will never reject me or give me cold shoulders. I'm so happy to be with my husband!

宝贝们！

2008-11-17T23:17:00.004+08:00

大家晚上好！

哦今天我比预期的还要早到会馆，因为需要和我的宝贝副团长一起帮忙“善后”嗨~~不过多亏了这个宝贝事情才能顺利的重新开始。我可是一位还蛮内向的女生，所以不大会搞这些露营的气氛，露营歌和一些破冰游戏之类的东西，而且我的记性很不好所以平时也不会去记得类似的东西。这个宝贝真的很会做事情哟! 好庆幸有她这位好帮手天使!

旁晚时分我们和另外一位宝贝会面，一起去用晚餐，我们还和会馆的秘书们一起去哟！晚餐还蛮愉快的！接下来就是有趣的会议。哈哈！我可能是第一位说开会是一件有趣的是吧！我的秘书宝贝进到会议现场有点差异哟！可能还不习惯这模式的会议吧，但她还是得习惯的，因为以后她还是需要出席会馆会议的哟！

会议后才是精彩好戏！哈哈！和两位宝贝聊了蛮多事情的！我们多好期待25 和26号的露营，还有十二月的北京之旅！

哦今天说了好多哟！

大家！晚安咯！！
みんな！おやすみなさい！

早安！您好！

2008-11-17T09:13:00.002+08:00

おはいよう！
早安！您好！

哦今天我还起得真早。可能是因为心里有一些牵挂吧，总觉得不舒服，很想赶快把事情处理好。现在终于能定下心来了！我啊老是觉得自己不是一个好的领导者（但事实也因该如此吧)，所以希望一切的麻烦事能在2009年前处理好那我就能安心地做上华乐团团长的位子。希望明天会更好哟！

大家晚上见咯！

责任

2008-11-17T00:14:00.004+08:00

Yoyo everyone!! Natsumi is back to blog!! whaha this lazy girl really dun like blogging!! becos her english is super lousy whahaha!!!so let's use chinese!!! whahahahha

好！还是用华文比较舒服！今天呢还算不错哟！但不晓得明天会怎样呢？今天的心情就有如过山车似的，一下喜一下怒一下担心一下沮丧。哇！夏実这个人还真怪！不过那是事实哟,不过啊我不会在这里提哟，不想要招惹任何的麻烦事。但我想强调的一点是，我们人，做事一定要有始有终，可不要半途而废，否则人家还会需要帮你善后! 这是很不好，也很不负责任的行为。所以小朋友们你们做是要对得起自己的良心哟！

下回见！
じゃまた今度！

Today was Ok

2008-10-03T08:56:00.000+08:00

大家早上好！！！
今天起床时心情有比较好哟！可能妈妈昨天说今天晚上要带我们一家人去韩国餐厅吃韩国烧烤！！！好兴奋哟！！就让夏実（なつみ）恢复旧日的开朗吧！！请和我一起期待今晚的晚餐吧！

今日は嬉しいです！！

私はこの世界のごみです

2008-10-02T12:46:00.000+08:00

私はこの世界のごみです。
I'm just a rubbish in this world.......

Haha... the natsumi u guys know maybe be a strees-less, worry-less girl.... but she is a super moody girl and will always want to hide herself into someone she is not...

She always hope that the imposted her will make people happy.. thus she became a clown in the crowd... But she is now super tired... no more strength to survive............ stop giving her so much strees.....

I'm going to break down.....